24 Apr 2013
Quote of the day
In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer. Camus.
22 Apr 2013
Day to day
A while back I was trying to explain to someone how skateboarders see the world on a day-to-day basis. Literally the differences in what we focus on walking down the street or looking out the train window... They didn't really get it and I guess that's not their fault. Unless you've been doing something pretty much constantly for 15-20 years there's no way of identifying that this random outlook just becomes - not even second nature - more like 'first nature'. It's just who you are.
19 Apr 2013
Quote of the day
And there is a time where you can be beyond yourself. You can be better than your technique. You can be better than most of your usual ideas. And this is a whole other category that you can get into. Dave Brubeck
17 Apr 2013
16 Apr 2013
Hardly news
Yet another sideways mood
overtaken at sunrise by it
contemplating
the core of it over
a bowl of
granola
Awoken with it lying in bed next to me
On my pillow with me
Looking into my waking eyes
The simplest desire of all humankind
The one universal truth other than death
The single most shared emotion and
resentment
On Earth
Is the one of having to get up every
morning
And go to the job
I don’t care how good the job may be
and I don’t care
about those who love their work
like their work colleagues
their co-workers
Even if my career involved waking up at noon
and
Hanging out with international rock stars
Even if I could stay in bed and interview
world-famous
Actors and actresses
Over the telephone for a few hours a day
and
Thousands of pounds a week -
I would come to r e s e n t it
There is no time for work
WORK -
To assist another in attaining a final
product that
As recently as a few years back
You had no knowledge of whatsoever
So really how much can it all mean
Sick of it all again
Sick of red wine
Red meat
Sick of bleeding hearts and liars
Sick of both the demands of life and the
lack thereof
Work…
There is no reasonable justification for
this
I have far too many other things to figure
out.
15 Apr 2013
21 Mar 2013
A late night
A late night
An alternate reality
Lives hanging in the balance
An old man with an old heart
Regretful and wanting
Dissatisfied and yearning
A stomach like a calm sea
Shark mind constantly swimming
A late night
Pangs of nostalgia for
Lovers no longer prisoner
To the anger I bring out in people
If I am good at anything
I am good at that
It is a natural gift
Like death
Or a flower opening to the sun.
20 Mar 2013
19 Mar 2013
18 Mar 2013
15 Mar 2013
Alpha, Gamma
What is responsible
The Alpha waves
The Gamma waves
The will to create rather than diminish
- there being no third option
Today I saw a black woman punch her
Young son
On the street in broad daylight
No shame
No loss of control on her part
He laughed
As though the normalcy amused him
And then she punched his sister
Fist to arm
A good swing
They both giggled and skipped off
As though they’d been caught
Sneaking one more cookie from the jar
Than was allowed
We are surrounded by concrete and cardboard
Rotting apples and unnameable beliefs
Stupidity lit by neon
Beggars on horseback
And a distinct lack of necessary
Desperation
No desire to learn
No desire to love
No desire to grow
A waste of the white matter
Any potential future left unconsidered
The formulae to curing this madness
Could lie somewhere in linear examination
In chaos theory or in the darkness of thick
oil paint
In words on a page that though understated
At least try to focus sunlight on these
pointless
Ants.
13 Mar 2013
12 Mar 2013
7 Mar 2013
2 Mar 2013
1 Mar 2013
The Empire Strikes Dutch
From Indiewire:
Michael Parbot, a French journalist who gained unprecedented
access to the 'Empire' production, contributed his footage to two
documentaries: “SPFX: The Empire Strikes Back,” a
behind-the-scenes look at the film's special effects, and a 1980 Dutch
TV program showcasing lightsaber rehearsal footage and interviews with
the cast.The first made it onto the trilogy's Blu-ray release in 2011, but the Dutch program has only been seen in near-unwatchable snippets, appearing last in 2012 with 15 minutes available. Finally though, our clearest and most extended (30-minute) look has arrived, and it features fascinating conversations with Irvin Kershner, Mark Hamill, and a bashful Harrison Ford.
George Lucas himself is notably absent, but the doc shows instead the incredible technical work done by both the actors and crew, facing such situations as shooting in Norway's extreme weather to depict Hoth, and also how to wrangle Tauntauns and Wampas as well.
28 Feb 2013
Jose Parla
So I'm going to this Jose Parla show this Saturday. When I started the blog - it was going to be a combination of my writing, art and music interests, and some other stuff that gave context to what inspires me and the work I (eventually) produce. That format went kind of awry over the years but it's nice to look back over old posts and see things come full circle. Makes me feel like I'm doing something right...
I was about to post the usual 'hey I was SO into this before you guys...' when I saw the date I posted the original piece - exactly five years ago today. Exactly five years. That's satisfying enough that I don't need to make the point about 'being in there first'.
But I was.
Bob again
Cary Grant was once told, "Every time I see you on the screen, I think, 'I wish I was Cary Grant.'" He replied, "That's just what I think!"
I've been repeating that story ever
since I first heard it, and it never fails to amuse audiences, all of
whom seem to understand it immediately. Everybody groks that Archie
Leach, the poor boy from Liverpool who became "Cary Grant" never fully
believed in "Cary Grant," since Cary was, after all, his own invention.
On the other hand, here's a similar story, which I also like to tell,
that produces very mixed reactions, with some people laughing and others
looking puzzled or slightly offended.
An art dealer once went to Pablo
Picasso and said, "I have a bunch of 'Picasso' canvasses that I was
thinking of buying. Would you look them over and tell me which are real
and which are forgeries?" Picasso obligingly began sorting the paintings
into two piles. Then, as the Great Man added one particular picture to
the fake pile, the dealer cried, "Wait a minute, Pablo. That's no
forgery. I was visiting you the weekend you painted it." Picasso replied
imperturbably, "No matter. I can fake a Picasso as well as any thief in
Europe."
Personally, I find this story not only
amusing but profoundly disturbing. It has caused me to think, every
time I finish a piece of writing, "Is this a real Robert Anton Wilson,
or did I just fake a Robert Anton Wilson?" Sometimes, especially with a
long novel, I find it impossible to convince myself that I know the
answer. After all, as Nietzche said, "there are no facts, only
interpretations"...... Continue reading...
14 Feb 2013
13 Feb 2013
'Easter'
nigger no invented for color it was MADE FOR THE PLAGUE the word (art) must be redefined-all mutants and the new babes born sans eyebrow and tonsil-outside logic-beyond mathematics poli-tricks baptism and motion sickness-any man who extends beyond the classic for is a nigger-one sans fear and despair-one who rises like rimbaud beating hard gold rythumn outta soft solid shit-tongue light is coiling serpant is steaming spinal avec ray gun hissing scanning copper head w/ white enamel eye wet and shining crown reeling thru gleem vegetation ruby dressing of thy lips puckering whispering pressing high bruised thighs silk route mark prussian vibrating gushing milk pods of de/light translating new languages new and abused rock n roll and lashing from tongue of me nigger 20.10.74 r.e.f.m.- Patti Smith, liner notes for Rock N Roll Nigger.
4 Feb 2013
3 Feb 2013
Robert Johnson
'...blues falling down like hail, and the day keeps on remindin' me,
there's a hellhound on my trail'
24 Jan 2013
18 Jan 2013
Elliot Smith
Circa 1999 or 2000, director Paul Thomas Anderson oversaw a pilot for a
musical VH1 variety show that would have starred his frequent musical
collaborator Jon Brion. The late singer-songwriter Elliot Smith
appeared in the pilot...
He's backed by Brion and Brad Mehldau. As IndieWire points
out, footage from the pilot has floated around before, but now a
YouTube account associated with Anderson has posted the whole thing
online.
17 Jan 2013
15 Jan 2013
And then a cigarette.
In an attempt to connect with the outside
The outer limits
The twilight zone
Short-lived
In subjective surroundings
Unclassifiable and unofficialIn subjective surroundings
But an experiment nonetheless
Unhindered by outside influence I am without the restraints of the
everyday
The rules and boxes and checklistsI am Wells sitting in his imagined time machine
Only smaller
Less pertinent and
Far less acknowledgedAs I sit and light up a pointless cigarette
And drink again
Too early too soon never enough
The experiment is thus –
How
Long
Can
You
Simply
Go
On
Never having to change.
6 Jan 2013
first. day. back
First day back to work tomorrow. Yay. After two weeks off. Nothing accomplished. As planned. I'd rather just do this until summer comes...
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