1 Oct 2021

Fine. I’m fine

  

I didn’t know how I’d ended up on the floor

But there I was

The only one finding any amusement in the goings on

 

I felt my head

All ok

‘ambulance?ambulance?’ she repeated at me

 

I struggled to speak – I couldn’t tell if my brain wouldn’t instruct my mouth

Or vice-versa

But it wasn’t happening

 

‘nnnnnno. No.’

I got there after a few tries

Why was I on the floor?

 

The explanation came – I won’t go into it here

Suffice to say it was a new one to me

Old man maybe. The world is catching up to you, old man

 

Well, shit

I drank some water

Looked into the eyes of the few people around

 

To these strangers I was clearly both a liar and a fool

To her, I was lucky and a fool

In my head I split the difference

I kept repeating – because it was the truth

‘I’m fine.’

But No one believes an old fool

 

There is no moral to this story.

It’s just a story.

Though

At some point you find yourself on the cold-ass concrete

And it can take a while

To figure out how you got there.