5 Feb 2019

Late heavy bombardment




All it takes is a punch to the chest
A face squeezed into disdain
A cold shoulder
A blank stare

All it takes is a clever remark
A dripping sound on the windowsill
A grey Monday or blue Wednesday
A spilled cup of coffee
The presence of the foolish

Miniscule factors
Non-events of the everyday
All it takes to get here
To push blue ink
Or Black charcoal
Or Red blood cells into the grain of
The paper
To forget to breathe

And they grow
Like an avalanche of trifling insecurities
Until the building
The street
The city enfolds and crushes
Down

When
Only the purest choices remain
Relinquish yourself
Or fight your way up and toward
Some glimmer of remaining hope

All it takes is a silent knife
Or the wrong song
For the least of them to win the day
And
Your surface may show the scars
But meanwhile the awareness of
Breathing
Will keep you orbiting until the time comes
To rest and review and to
Accept that all the hits did not stop you
From reaching the end in one piece.